Chapter 18
John
had hoped it would pass. He felt, however, that the danger had only grown since
the day he had seen Richard in the audience hall, trailing some noble whose
name John did not recall. He knew that Richard had seen him, too. He did not
mind that the Longfurrow had recognized him, for the man had tried to be his
friend during their short time together. At least, he had been more accepting
than the other two, though John could not say the one called Valun had been
rude.
Every
day John rued his missed opportunity to find Richard and tell him of the
problem. Perhaps if he had said or done something the next day, when Valun
appeared before the king and proclaimed himself as a lord in exile-he had said
king but the seal had not proved that much-he would be less worried for his own
welfare now. In fact, he had many chances in the weeks afterward, while Valun
was living in the palace alongside him. But the strength to act had never come
to him. This was because he was caught between two fears.
As part of an ongoing attempt to ease
his mind, John often left the palace to go out on long rides or to hunt. More
often than not, he was alone. However, many times he was joined by a rider who
seemed to spring from the shadows after John had left the palace courtyard, who
would not leave until John had come back within sight of the palace, despite
John’s reluctance to speak to him. This was such a day. John had taken his
horse out, intending to ride alone for some hours and perhaps clear his mind.
The rider, who set no pattern for himself, had appeared alongside John without
a prior warning, as if nothing was the matter between them. In point of fact,
it was the rider himself who was the chief cause of John’s anxiety.
“Greetings,
young prince, and where are you bound today?”
“I
am only riding out over the fields. I do not intend to return for some time. I
wish only to be left alone.”
“Ah,
but I have orders, and that I cannot grant until you give me the answer I am
ordered to return to my master. Will you hunt soon?”
John let this question hang in the air,
turning his face forward and concentrating on the ride through the streets and
out the city gate. It was not until he had ridden clear of the city, and out
into the open space beyond, that he spoke again to the rider, who had followed
him the whole distance.
“When
it happens, you will be there, if you wish.” Urging his horse, John began his
ride. His unwanted companion kept pace with him and continued the conversation.
“That
is a fine thing to know, but I still do not have what I want from you. Will you
do it or not? Time presses, and my master does not appreciate refusal.”
“Why
has nothing been done against me, then? For I care not who your great master
is, I will not fulfill his command. Tell him that, if you dare.” With this,
John prepared to ride away hard, but he was pulled up short, both literally and
figuratively, as the other man grabbed the halter of John’s horse and replied
in an ominous tone.
“Nothing
has yet been done to you because you are too important to my master’s plans,
and till now you have been able to avoid refusing his command. But now you
have, and the delay will make him angry. When things begin to go ill for you,
remember your own words.” Releasing John’s horse, the other man turned and rode
away toward the city. John did not stand to watch him disappear, but put spurs
to own steed and continued the ride he still intended to take.
He
returned to the city in the late hours of the afternoon, hardly more settled in
his mind than he had been when he left. He felt more pride in himself at having
finally given a definitive answer to the secretive questioner, but now felt a
different worry. The other man’s parting words had been a clear threat against
John’s own peace, and perhaps his life. In wondering how the threat would
manifest itself, John found that he had only traded one cause of anxiety for
another almost as bad. Furthermore, there was yet nothing he could do about
this threat, for he did not know how it would be carried out, and in addition
he did not have the least idea where the potential perpetrator was hiding.
These facts compelled him to decide against involving others in his
difficulties until the vague threat had caused real trouble for someone.
He
refused the help of the stable-hands, dismounting in the courtyard and taking
his steed back to its stall himself. He completed all the usual steps of caring
for the animal in the distant manner of one who is more occupied with his
thoughts than the task at hand. When the job was done, he gave the horse a pat
on the neck and left the stable without saying a word.
At
dinner that night he was still troubled, and as a result found himself picking
over the food and sometimes even staring blankly at it as he agonized over the
unanswerable question of exactly how and when the threat of his mysterious
watcher would manifest itself.
He
was brought back to life with a start by the king’s voice inquiring after his
health. Not willing to give a true answer to the question, he replied in the
distant manner of one who claims his thoughts are of no consequence. “What, my
lord? It will pass. I will be as well as ever tomorrow. You’ll see I speak the
truth.”
No
one troubled him with any more inquires, or in fact spoke to him at all except
to offer something else that was there on the tables. After some time, before
the meal had been properly concluded, he found that his anxiety had gotten the
better of him once more, so he rose quietly from his seat and left the hall by
the quickest way, hoping that only few had marked his action.
In
fact, the whole of the next week passed, free of anything John would have
thought to be a result of the threat against him. He did not even see the
mysterious rider himself at all that week, and so began, as people sometimes
will, to believe that nothing was going to come of it after all. On the morning
of the eighth day since the encounter which had ended with that as-yet-empty
threat, John decided that he wished to go hunting in the mountains to the east
of the city.
Giving
such orders as were necessary for the preparations, he went out into the
courtyard to assure himself of the welfare of his horse and dogs. All was right
with the horse. When he approached, the animal returned his greeting with a
strong toss of its mane, as if it was eager to get out on the hunt. Satisfied
with what he saw, John left the stable and next made for the kennel to make
sure his two favorite dogs would be ready.
The
moment he had come close enough, he began to hear a noise which he recognized
as a dog’s howl, instantly concerned, he increased his pace, anxious to
discover what was causing the noise. He had not gone much farther when he came
to a group of keepers crowding around one particular kennel. With a start, he
realized that it was the one in which his best dogs were housed. More anxious
than ever before, he began to force his way to the head of the group.
“What’s
gone wrong? What’s happened to them? I heard howling from a good way off.”
As
he approached, the keepers made way and saluted him. One dog was sitting, and
reacted to John’s arrival with only the tip of its tail. Clearly it was not
willing to move from the side of the other dog in the kennel, which was lying
prone on the ground as the chief keeper studied it. He rose when John came near
and wiped his brow.
John
heard the keeper’s speech as if from a great distance as he fell to knees
within arm’s length of the dogs. As he reached one arm out to touch the one, he
stretched out the other automatically to give comfort to the other. Under his
breath he admitted his pain. “My faithful dogs, why them, and now? What does
this mean?” The keeper spoke as if he had said nothing.
“The
news is not good, my lord. The dog’s dead and I see no sign that it was done by
man or beast. There were two keepers out here last night, and the only dog
close enough was the mate here. But as I said, no man stabbed him and there are
no bite marks either. We’ve a puzzle, my lord, a deadly puzzle.”
“What
have you done to the two keepers who were out here last night?”
“Put
‘em under guard, sir. That dog was alive and well when I looked in yesterday
afternoon as they were feeding.”
“Lead
me to these keepers. They want questioning.”
Leaving
the remaining dog to the care of the other keepers who had come, the head man
dutifully led the prince to a place not far away, where two men-at-arms of the
king’s household were standing guard over the unfortunate keepers. Indicating
that the guards should step away, John spoke to the prisoners.
“Were
you both on duty last night together?”
“No
sir” answered one “He relieved me. Then I went to my cot and slept.”
Turning
sharply to the first man, John asked him “Did you see both of my dogs alive
while you were on watch?”
“Yes
sir, I did. I checked every one. They were all alive and well.”
John
turned his attention to the other prisoner. “And what of you? Can you say the
same?”
“My
lord, I also checked every one. All the dogs seemed to be asleep. As I knew
nothing would happen till morning, I thought it would be acceptable to get some
more sleep myself, and I took myself to a seat in a dark corner. I had not yet
fallen asleep when I was startled by a sound, one which I knew was not a dog. I
leapt up to discover the cause of it, and in so doing I was taken from behind
and forced unconscious. They tell me I was still on the ground in the morning
and they first thought me as dead as the dog.”
John
turned away and spoke again to the chief keeper, who was still attending him.
“I must see the place where this man was found. If I do not find what I seek, I
shall know that someone in the castle itself wishes me ill.”
The
keeper did not reply to this in words, but strode off, gesturing that the
prince should follow him. The two men walked silently through the aisles of
kennels until they came to a barrel set up against the courtyard wall on the
opposite side of the kennels from the prisoners. Then the keeper spoke.
“A
man found him lying here, sprawled in front of this barrel.”
“Thank
you, that is all I needed from you…” said John as he moved closer to the wall,
and began to inspect it carefully “Ha! I see it. There are cracks in the mortar
where the scoundrel’s climbing spikes broke it. The man we seek came from
outside the gates.” A glint of metal caught his eye and he looked down at the
ground. Reaching down to retrieve it, he continued “And here is one of the
things themselves. Our poisoner must have lost his grip on it as he returned
over the wall.” Turning, he showed the keeper an iron spike about the size of a
dagger. “He has only one for the moment, but we must beware, for he can get
another as easily as getting a new knife. That keeper shall be taken off duty
until we find the one who did this, but do nothing more, for I do not blame
him.”
Leaving
the kennels, John made his way back indoors. On the way, he passed the stables,
where his horse was being made ready. He ordered the stable-boy to stop. “I no
longer wish to hunt today. I will not need my horse. Let him rest.” Without
stopping to see that his words were heeded, he continued on. At that point he
decided that he had to tell the king what had happened, for it then became
apparent to him that someone was working against one or both of them
personally, someone who knew something of their habits.
What
had convinced him that the vendetta was personal was the fact that none of the
other dogs had been killed. The only ones apparently targeted had been the same
pair that John was in the habit of using regularly when he rode to hunt.
Therefore their enemy was one who knew much, at least, of John, and which dogs
he should attack to wound John effectively.
John
found the king in his chamber dealing with stacks of documents and attended by
several servants. As he entered, he announced “My lord, I have need to speak to
you alone.”
The
king looked up in surprise at this statement, but a moment later when it had
sunk in properly, he acted on it at once. Taking up the documents and thrusting
them at the servants, he said “Take these now and leave us till I call.” The
servants obediently filed out without a word. Then the king turned and looked
back at John.
“What
do you have to tell me?”
“My
lord, someone is attacking us, and us alone.”
“What
makes you say that?”
“Not
two hours ago I found one of my favorite hunting dogs dead by poison. The
keeper on guard had been knocked unconscious, but not killed. The attacker left
the way he came, over the courtyard wall.”
“So
we have a spy who poisons dogs. Why do you say he is attacking you? Perhaps he
did not care where his foul meat would land.”
“The
dead dog was caged too far from the wall for random chance. He left it for the
dogs I used every time I have hunted this past year. I thought to warn you
because he may have a try at one of us next. We must devise a way to guard
ourselves.”
“You
have given this good thought, and I will believe you. Give orders that from
this day no food or drink shall be offered either of us unless two men have
tasted it and survived. The two shall be different for each meal. This way the
poisoner cannot be sure of escaping his own trap. But now you must go, for I
must return to my duties.”
As
it happened, yet another week had passed before anything untoward occurred
within the castle grounds. On the ninth day since the dog had been found dead,
John again felt the urge to take a long ride in the countryside. He again gave
orders that the usual preparations should be made for him, and went out
straight after the morning meal to visit the stables. He was immediately
concerned by what he failed to see, rather than what he did. For he did not see
any stable-hands going about their customary tasks. Instead of actually
entering the stable, he decided to search for the servants, and in a short time
he found some of them standing in the shade, grouped around one of their number
who was seated against the wall of the building. The man tried to regain his
feet at the sight of the prince, but John waved him back down.
“I
know what you would say. You were taken unawares, and you had been lying there
until the others found you. Do not follow me now.”
He
left the group with a heavy heart, for he suspected that he knew what he would
find when he looked in. His feelings sapped his strength, and so he struggled
mightily to open the doors of the stable without help. The moment he had gotten
the door open, he rushed over to the stall of his own horse. Although it nearly
brought tears to his eyes, what he found did not surprise him in the least.
His
horse’s body lay sprawled in the stall, its throat cut. It had clearly been
dead for some time and the injury had in any case been instantly fatal. He
stood silently for almost a minute, not moving, only trying to discern what it
could mean. When he finally moved again, he turned back toward the door of the
box. A paper with an unsigned message was written on it. He pulled the thing
off and read it. The message only said “Remember your own words.”
Then
the spiteful words of his mysterious belligerent riding companion came back to
him all at once. The understanding made him cry out in helpless fury. “So that
is it, is it? He would bring me down to such a level as that? I will not. I could
not live with myself for it. I will not.” Having made this declaration, he
stormed out of the stable room, and without bothering to try to close any doors
behind him, went up to his room. He stayed there for some time, but when he at
last came out he was once again calm and firm in his resolution not to give in.
He
again sought out the king to tell him the news, but found that this time the
king had already heard of John’s loss. Once told of this, John decided not to
pursue it further in the castle itself. However, directly after he had eaten,
he sent for two strong and trustworthy men-at-arms, to whom he gave orders that
they should inquire throughout the city for one who answered the description of
the man who had made the original threat against him.
John
knew after the second attack that it had come down to a contest of will alone.
Whether he would break and give in or his attacker would give up and leave him
ion peace. The days crept by as John waited for the report that his enemy was
captured and brought before him. Instead, his searchers ended each of his days
with the unwelcome news that the man had not been found, nor been seen in great
swaths of the city. Ordinarily, John would have accepted news like this as
being nothing strange, since it was likely that the man kept as much to himself
as he could. But the circumstances of this search were preying on his mind; the
man must be found and delivered to justice before John himself lost his mind.
One night, when the men brought the same unfortunate news, John simply
exploded.
“Not
found, again?! What have you been doing, playing shell games with your friends
while I sit here? I need him found, or I swear I’ll clap you both in the
dungeons to wait for executions. Find him by sundown tomorrow. Your life
depends on it!” At the completion of this loud and totally unjustified speech
from his seat at the king’s table, John left his dinner and stormed out, for
the first time since the day he had last seen the man he knew was behind the
attacks. This time every man watched him go, and as soon as he was gone the
reason for his outburst became the primary topic of discussion at each table in
the hall.
This
time, instead of going straight up and sulking in his room, John equipped
himself secretly to depart the castle, and rode out of the courtyard gate while
the rest of the castle population was still eating and discussing him. He rode
through the city with no plan in his mind except that he wanted to fight the
man to the death as soon as they met. However, they did not meet, and John
eventually felt too cold to stay out any longer in the dark, having crossed
half the city as curious townspeople watched from their windows. He tried to
return in secret, but was caught before he could pass the gate. The servant who
met him then also told him that he was wanted by the king. Giving his horse
over to the servants, he went up again to the king’s room, where he had been
directed to go.
“The
servants discovered that you had left the castle during the meal. No one could explain
your behavior, so I expect you to do so.”
“I
was hunting for the man who has been attacking me. Have I not reason enough for
that?”
“I
do not dispute that you have been given reason, but that it was wise to do it
at all. If my guess is right you have had men searching for him now these seven
days and more, yet they have not succeeded. Why would you believe that he would
reveal himself to you, or even give you a chance to strike a blow? Had he come
out, he might easily have killed you before you were aware of him. There shall
be no more of this. Be content that he has left you alive. You may go now.”
“So
far” John added under his breath. Then in a normal voice he continued. “Yes, my
lord. I will not do it again.”
The
following morning he was awakened by a totally unexpected commotion coming from
somewhere beyond his door. Preparing himself as quickly as he could, John
hurried out into the passage. There were several men standing about in the
hall, who seemed to have grouped themselves near a single door, which upon
closer examination proved to be the door to the king’s own room. Totally
confused, John turned to one of the men standing nearby.
“What
is the meaning of this? Why has nothing been done?”
It
was clear that the man had not yet regained complete mastery of his senses.
“Some of us heard noises in the king’s room. We came to discover what was
wrong, but we heard him order us not to enter. All the same, not a man here
with me believes all is well, for he would have come out by this time.”
John’s
mind went back to the mysterious killings of his hunting dog and his horse. The
servant’s assertion that all was not well with the king, even though he had
been heard to speak to the contrary, suggested to John that this was his
enemy’s last and most dangerous throw. If he could find a way out of this, then
perhaps the man would leave him alone. He replied to the servant.
“You
and all the others may go. It is best that I deal with this alone.”
“Yes
my lord. I hope you succeed.” Gesturing that the others should follow, the
servant made his way toward the far end of the passage. As soon as the last man
had left the area, John turned back to the door.
He
gave out no cries that would warn his enemies, but in determined silence
crossed to the other side of the passage, intending to break the door open with
a sudden charge. It was only when he was but an instant from crashing against
the stout wood that he realized he was unarmed. In the next instant, he thought
“I will get a sword before the next charge.” However, to his great surprise,
the door swung wide at his first contact with it, and he stumbled into the
confrontation unprepared.
As
he regained his footing, he noticed that there were two men in the room with
the king. One of them was holding a blade out toward John’s guardian, while the
other seemed only to have been waiting for someone to come to his rescue. As John grabbed at the wall to steady
himself, this man advanced toward him.
“Ah, and are you not just the man we
wanted to see dashing in here like a saving hero? You forced our hand. We
waited for a message from you, but as you know none came. Our time presses. We
had to do something, and we have.”
While the intruder stopped to make
this speech, John noticed that it was the same man who had accosted him so many
times as he went out to ride, now returned with an accomplice. As he tried to
think of something he could do, he answered the man, his tone belying the
tension he felt inside. “And what if I refuse to do as you will? Will you kill
me this time, though you could have done that before?”
“We would not kill you here, yet, though we might assist
his highness here out that window he was so conveniently staring from when we
came in.”
“That is no good to you. If you kill
him, I become king, with full power to have you both executed tomorrow.”
“That may be, but in that case you
still have to escape this room alive, to say nothing of capturing us. What will
you have?”
“I have had enough of talk!” cried
John, and with a tremendous spring he bounded up onto the king’s bed and
executed a roll across it as the others in the room only stood and watched. He
hit the floor on his feet, and nothing else being close to hand, snatched up
two pillows and advanced on his foes. Not daring to give them a moment to react
to this rash move, John promptly heaved the pillows at the intruders. Without
waiting to see what the result of this, he charged at the nearer of the men,
which was now the silent one holding the king prisoner.
But John’s throw had gone awry, and the
other man had not been touched and still held a weapon and a prisoner. Seeing
this, John tried at the last second to change his course and made a grab for
the king with a desperate idea of gaining something of a stalemate. But again
he missed, and as his foe pulled the king abruptly aside, John’s momentum
carried him through the window.
John had only moments to wonder
whether refusing to do what he had not done was truly worth doing what he had
actually done, before he would have crashed down and died a horrible death in
the courtyard below. The reason he did not fall to his death was that one of
his enemies had reached the window a fraction of a second after him, and had
grabbed a tight hold of his right ankle. So now John found himself dangling out
the window of the king’s room, totally at the mercy of his mysterious
antagonist. As his head began to pound harder every second, John heard the
other man speaking.
“Well now, this is better is it not?
This way we don’t even have to threaten you to get what we want. You refuse, I
let you go, and you die. You agree, we pull you up and let you live. However,
there is still the possibility that we will have to kill you later. Orders, you
know. What’ll it be? Death now, or later?”
John could no longer think; he had
been hanging head downward too long. He raised his voice, as it cracked under
the shame of what he was agreeing to. “Later!” he cried. As his two enemies
dragged back into the room, he avoided the look of the king, who was staring at
him as if he desired to know what this was about. John struggled to keep his
face straight, and he very nearly lost. He had held out for so long, sacrificed
much that he would not get back, and when at the last throw he could have done
the greatest service to his honor by refusing at the last, dying without
telling anyone why, he had failed, and now he would be scarred forever.
As it happened, the two intruders,
having broken him to their plans, actually treated him quite well once they had
set him on his feet again. They did not go so far as to show any remorse for
what they had done, but while they kept John with them, they treated him like
an equal and made no reference to what was in store for him. They even waited
for him to eat well and say his farewells before, not waiting until the next
day rose, they rode off with him into the evening sun.